KHUBLAI
KHAN DEPARTS FROM XANADU
Yes
every year the Khan leaves for home
from his
country residence so well extolled by Coleridge,
the one
in Xanadu, and more precisely
on 28
August the exodus takes place.
The Khan
leaves Xanadu and milk
from
white goats only
is
hurled high into the air on his departure
to
nourish the spirits of the air.
So says
Marco Polo,
our
Venetian witness.
So now
it is 28 August anno 1270:
cranes
in the sky, and the Great Khan,
afflicted
with arthritis, travels in a small house
borne on
the backs of four elephants.
Clad on
the outside with tiger skins
and on
the inside with gilt-leather tapestries.
In this
swaying room,
whose
uterine movements
cannot
be all that easy to imagine,
the Khan
reclines stretched out on a divan.
But when
cranes are within earshot,
Marco
Polo relates,
the
barons riding in
his
retinue give a sudden warning.
The retractable
roof is quickly rolled back
and the
Khan’s gerfalcons
(of
which he naturally always
has an
abundance at the ready)
are thrown
upwards and soar like arrows
into the
already cooler autumn sky
out here
on the northern steppes.
And the
cranes do not escape them.
The Khan
greatly appreciates
this
kind of hunting.
Where
the Khan is
it is
still morning,
an
autumnal morning
with
cranes, but still early.
For
several centuries
it is
now afternoon.
Straight
through
the old
trees
sprung
into leaf much too early
the
sound of a nightingale
and the
breaking of waves.
(In some
other day)
Gottlob
Frege dreamed a dream
of an
arithmetic
where
one times one made two
(so that
the prime numbers no longer
were
impossible to lose hold of)
and
where ‘four’ was not ‘four’
four was
something else than ‘four’
it was
the number of horses
in the
Emperor’s Quadriga
up there
on the Brandenburg Gate,
and
Chaplin and Einstein moved
by sheer
coincidence
into the
Adlon on the Pariserstrasse
in the
same week
from
where there is an excellent view
of the
Emperor’s Quadriga.
They
talked about the strange fact
that the
laws of the universe
(at
least superficially)
do not
have much to do with each other.
Einstein
spoke in favour of the unity formula,
a
monotheistic equation
that
would reduce
all of
nature’s relations to one single one.
Chaplin
suggested something else –
That
many gods,
each in
his own way a genius,
but also
something of a bungler,
had each
one of them left behind
traces
of his universe.
Gravitation,
an old-fashioned grey
and
above all else uncompromising,
was the
oldest.
And the
electromagnetic waves
so
obviously created
by a completely different temperament
the
latest to be invented.
But,
Charlie added,
perhaps
not the last.
Gods
have to keep going
so as
not
to lose their topicality.
An
unexpected shower of
arrows
fell from the darkened sky.
I
sometimes dream
a strange
dream
that everything is not as it should be.
I am
living in a house
that is
not mine.
It is
much too big
and has
floors
that I
have never dared visit.
Something
holds me back from doing so.
From the
top floors
whose
elegant, cushioned furniture
I only seem
to glimpse
come
cold gusts of air;
and from
below, the cellar’s strange orangerie
come
gusts far too hot.
What
orchids thrive there
in the
rows,
and what
quick snakes does the
green
shadow conceal beneath the leaves?
So I
stay here
in these
few rooms of a palace far too large
which I
manage to keep
at a
reasonable temperature.
During
the time that was my life.
And then
high summer.
Not this
which
you simply call such
but
something stronger:
A real
old-fashioned high summer
with the
droning of bumblebees, the
discreet
argumentation of the corncrake that
is both
far away
and
right inside your ear.
(There
is a corncrake in the ear!)
The
sharp
and
slightly poisonous sting
from the
pointed and red
dorsal
fin of the perch.
And dead
wasps
inside
the window
mix
their sourish scent
with
that of dry
and now
completely intractable
old
wood.
And this
fact of existing
about
which the dead have completely forgotten
that it
ever happened to them.
In
actual fact a very strange state!
(Purely
statistically
we do
not exist
much
longer than we exist.)
The
lakes finally turn silver in hue
and it
is not only the summer
that
moves
towards its end,
also
this life.
Horizon
and cranes.
Flooded
land
is not
the same as marshland.
In some
of the pictures
of my
long-since deceased
father’s
photo album,
a
document from 1929,
you can
see how the Kolbäck river
has gone
far beyond the usual limits
of its banks
and is
transforming recently fertile meadows
into
shallow lakes.
Marshland
is designed to be
what it
is, with meadow-sweet, water-lilies, cranes
but
flooded land is
something
else, less prepared
for what
might come,
more
exposed – how pathetic
when slender
birches stand in mid-stream!
And many
a one was surely flooded:
Gaspara
Stampa says Rilke...
And all
the other great lovers.
Oh
silver colour of clouds and water
Oh this
is still the starting time
And
Late-summer
morning under a grey sky
faint
scent of coffee on the stove
and the
big heavy perch
already
taken from the net.
And
around their
gills still
panting
the gentle
melodic song of a wasp.
To exist
is to
hear a stubborn buzzing note
that
rises and falls in volume.
But this
note and no other one.
And
recently in this second world:
A pair
of cranes flew over Lake Hörende.
The
mature summer’s signal
across
the great bright lakes:
The
cranes’ trumpets.
And if
there were a falcon
one that
does not murder
but
observes everything
with
sharp eyes.
Then I
would send this my falcon
a bird
of autumn and maturing
as close
as the hard will
of the
world allowed it
in their
tracks,
non-existent
in the air.
With the
cranes.
Ever
farther off
in the
great whiteness
which is
their second country.
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